i feel like the remnants of my being are scattered in a million pieces, from here till the end of time. i fear i will spend the rest of my days gathering them back to a whole. i need help. i don't need anyone's help. i can do this alone. i need support. i know what i want. i don't know what i need. i know what i need. i don't know what i want. i ( Read more... )

i love thunderstorms. with a passion. i love how they look, how they sound, how they feel... how the sky is filled with such anger and force... all we parasitic humans can do is sit and watch, wondering why, or what made [her] this way. some people hide inside, but others like myself for instance like to go outside and witness first hand the wrath ( Read more... )

just got done tweaking my journal a bit. it's nowhere near done, but at least it's something until i'm sure i like it. which i'm not. oh well ( Read more... )

i stayed at
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whoever hasn't heard, i broke up with
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i dont even know where to start... currently i am running on 45 minutes of sleep that i got over 24 hours ago, so dont mind if i dont make much sense right now.... this weekend's been like a half/half for me. for one, i had a fucking blast down at seaside with everybody, but i've also been pretty conflicted about my relationship aspects. bah ( Read more... )

yesterday sucked.

( this is why, in case your wondering, which i doubt... but here it is... )

Social Life at that.he participated for ( Read more... )

today rocked.
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