on the way up to
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just got back from a wake, for my mother's ex, who died on friday morning. not sure how to feel. i mean, i lived with the guy for a year (my freshmen year of high school), and then i was like, 15, so i remember resenting him in a stupid-teenager-"your not my father, don't talk to me" kind of way, but the reality is that he wasn't a half bad guy, he ( Read more... )

today was slow. got sick in the morning, went to the docters... turns out i have chronic bronchitis, and my docter is worried about my appendix for some reason. i'm not worried, that useless thing serves me no purpose anyway... i doubt it;s anything serious though. so i got some meds and took off to
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here i am up at
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for some reason, i cant grasp the fact that it's my birthday. not that i'm overly excited or anything, believe me, it's just that for some reason it doesn't feel like june is here already. the past year feels like the blink of an eye... that's scary because you think of it that way, and the next thing i know, i'll blink my eyes one day and be 30. ( Read more... )

sundays suck. i wonder who made that rule, because it's so sadly true... nothing fun ever happens on sunday...

i left
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check this out. yesterday on my way to
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haha
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i came thisclose to dying tonight. goddamn incompetant drunk truck drivers will run you off the road and not even know it... everyone of those fucks need to all be taken into a parking lot and shot repeatedly... how shitty would that be...being crushed by an 18-wheeler 5 days before my 19th birthday... FUCK. i hate route 1 & 9, but it's free ( ( Read more... )

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