i want this to work. more than anything. more than i could even describe right here with mere words and phrases. even communication through words, typed or voiced, still pales in comparison to what i am thinking. hoping. figuring. examining. contemplating how. in - side ( Read more... )

here it is. haven't posted in a few days, so this is the run-down of the happenings.

( Thursday )

i'm having a rough day. (so what else is new.)
oh well... it will get better... got some plans for tonight and the rest of the weekend, to keep me occupied... so i'm just gonna take it as it comes. we'll see what happens, i guess.

for now, i ( got a kick outta this..... )

why do i try?

i usually can see all the sides of a situation. why not this one?

what the hell happened here?

why do i try?

( just because i'm this bored )

mmmmm... i cant ignore the fact of how amazed i am about things lately... in a month's time, i bounded back and forth between the all of the extremes on the scale of the mind... from rockbottom to flying high, and everywhere in between, many times, on many different occasions... and now that i'm back in the neutral zone, this feeling of contentness ( Read more... )

wow. i knew it was gonna happen, but i never thought it would happen like this. so soon. so suddenly...

because my internet was cranky last night, and i couldn't post then, here it is...
( this was my interesting(to say the least!) day yesterday. )

( This pretty much describes my current state-of-mind... )

i think it's safe to say that
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there is so much i want to say ( Read more... )