I feel pretty good that I am doing this bootcamp. Leon is an awesome teacher and very funny. Even though I feel like I have a good grasp on HTML I am learning little things from his lectures.  I learned about the HTML5 tags and which are used to place blocks of information on the page within the body tag. I also learned about the tag. From my ( Read more... )

I ate Arby's on Thursday because I had an awful Wednesday night. I had a panic attack. I forgot to take my meds. It was also day 5 of my fast. I dont know if my brain was so glucose depleted I was starting to be delirious. I started to feel like shit from the med withdrawal.s I was crying a lot. I fasted all day Friday then Saturday night I ate ( Read more... )

I got a job working customer service at a bank. Its great money plus opportunities for bonuses (up to 750) I also got my tax return money so I'm catching up on past due bills. Weighed in this morning at 205. Im starting a liquids fast this week. I just want to wear shorts at the music festivals this summer and not feel like shit.

Im getting too old ( Read more... )

Broke up with Cody
Moved and got my own place
Lost almost 25lbs now by not eating cuz of depression
Had a nervous breakdown and walked out of my job
Now I work part time and am barely getting by
Have done unmentionable things to get rent money

Really feeling lost right now.

Been busy working and such. I need to get back to this. I need to at least workout on my days off. I want to start dancing again. I do like my job makes me active. I do around 2000 steps a day working there. I need to start doing walks before work to get to 10000 steps.

I am so desperate for money I almost responded to a sugardaddy ad on CL. Lol

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So I had to go to Novi for work training for two days. I stayed with my sister. I come back and Cody asked me to get a pizza. I did and when I walked in he said hi and grabbed a piece and walked into the other room. No kiss. No hug. Uggggh. Basically sums up our issues of him being selfish.
We are still "together" technically but havent had sex in 3 ( Read more... )

To do
Clean cat box
Dishes
Laundry
Grocery shop
Meal prep salads
Yoga fix
1 hour dancing
Study
Nails
Shower

Im stressed out and its my stupid exs fault. We got into a fight today over me asking him about what his plans are. He has been unemployed 3 weeks now and has not applied anywhere. He has just been at home playing video games. I had to fill out his unemployment application for him.And he hasnt followed up on it or opened the letters they sent him. ( Read more... )

To do
Walk dogs 2 miles
Dance
21 day fix workout
Dishes
Laundry
Read a damn book

So i was suppose to start eating healthy/workout today and it partially worked until my fiancé offered to get Mcdonalds. And I stupidly said yes. I ate fries and a 10 piece chicken nugget then puked it up.

Oh well tomorrow is a new day right?

I think partially my fiancé has been annoying the shit out of me. He got fired from his job and has been ( Read more... )