Anxiety
Im stressed out and its my stupid exs fault. We got into a fight today over me asking him about what his plans are. He has been unemployed 3 weeks now and has not applied anywhere. He has just been at home playing video games. I had to fill out his unemployment application for him.And he hasnt followed up on it or opened the letters they sent him. He was suppose to call them on the 20th and he didnt. So of course Im like what are you gonna do when your savings run out? And he is like work for centria. And im like well when are you applying? They are super disorganized and took 3 weeks to send me my training and he cannot rely soly on them. And I asked him about doing the police academy while working for them. And he kept saying i need a reliable job first and I was like well why arent you applying places. I dont know I just need a break from work. Hello, its been 3 fucking weeks. And he went in on our place is too expensive and we might have to live in a trailer to save money and im like What the FUCK I WILL NEVER LIVE IN A TRAILER THAT IS MY WORST FUCKING NIGHTMARE.I would rather live with my dad than live in a trailer. So i asked him why havent u looked into cheaper options for us if this is such an issue. And he hasnt. He is fucking lazy and immature and wont adequitely communicate and im so fucking done. I emailed the leasing office and let them know we want to break the lease or get a subleaser. And Im going to start looking for one bedroom apartments. I am just nervous about my credit score and the fact i have not been at my current job very long. I might have to move back in with my dad... Fml.