god I feel like such shit... I am a bad bad bad bad person.... I don't deserve to live.... I most certianly don't deserve human interaction... bad me.. bad bad bad bad

someone found my journal... someone that I didnt' want reading this.... I didn't want it read by this person because most of my entries are fueled by pure emotion, not rational thought... and that can be hurtful.. and like the asshole that I am... I want to protect those that I care about from being hurt, especially by me ( Read more... )

ForlornDream: ok.. I'll shush up so you can go get prettified
HW: done. damn I'm pretty
ForlornDream: ooooooooooh.. youre more than pretty... you're LUSCIOUS
HW: Nope sorry, I dont have the boobs you do. there for your luscious I'm just tasty
HW: yummy ferret

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i love lazy days... I love it being 230 in the afternoon and still being in my PJs.. i love sitting around watching movies and just hanging out with myself... I'm trying to learn how to like myself a little more. I wish I could say that I don't care what people think about me, but it's not true. I only like myself or feel like I'm worth something ( Read more... )

why does LJ not like my home computer? why?? or is it just heavy sever load when i'm online at home? either way it makes a grump out of me ( Read more... )

oh ouch. why is it that every sunday morning i wake up with a brain splitting headache? every single sunday... and not one person had try to blame it on a hangover considering it's been about 2 months since i went out to a bar. but alas.... it is sunday and here comes the pain.... luckily I've gotten rid of it, but now i'm going to be sleepy all ( Read more... )

MAKE THE MADNESS STOP!!!!

i want to go hoooooome!!! nap... bed... yes.... good..... then I must go to the mall and do dumb girl stuff like shopping.... yes, I am addicted to shopping. Yes, I am ok with that....

such an evil boy.... to make me think such wonderful dirty nasty thoughts this early in the morning... this day will now take forever.... heheh.... oh yes... you have infected me with thoughts of you... I hope you're satisfied... er, actually I hope you're not.. because I'm not done with you.... *wicked grin*

yes. the rain is good... no.. i dont like it... it's soooo dark outside. I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep.... i think tonight is a vicoden night.... yeeeeeeah.. vicoden. *grin*