The Sadness has caught up. I all of a sudden hurt inside about what david has done. I don't know if i miss him per se, can't trust my emotions really... but i know i hurt. I know i'm sad. I know this isn't what i had wanted and i don't know why it has happened this way ( Read more... )

i hurt myself today ( Read more... )

feels worse to stay silent. s o i'll blather on here, but pelase don't think i'm expecting to you pay attenion when we both know you are dealing with else what. i just don't want the words and feelings to keep bouncing in my head. so i type them out ( Read more... )

so, where are my friends when I feel my insides are being ripped out of me ( Read more... )

and then i have a day that isn't bad ( Read more... )

sadly, i've been reduced to having to keep a running tally of the ways i feel wronged. I need to recorde, nitpick every lil thing he does that bothers me sincerely, so i can bring it up when the time comes. because stating, "i don't like it when you call me bitch jokingly" and NOT having time and date and situational proof it happend is ( Read more... )

Really, what right does he have to say that my convo with my best friend was not important? To interupt, numerous times, and with piss ant shit such as singing and call for threesomes or threat of tattoos. How inconsiderate. I wonder how much more inconsiderat-ness i can handle before i snap ( Read more... )

Been silent for a while ( Read more... )

"do you have the time ( Read more... )

how easily i change sometimes.... and how stubborn to change i can be ( Read more... )