What is there to write about anymore? There are plenty of things I could write about but it bores me. Job, friends, family, money, pessimism accompanied by optimism - but that only happens in my life of course, my "problems" and the lack of ... lacking things in my life. You can only take so much, as a reader and a writer, of those things ( Read more... )

hey, I'm still here.

My life is falling apart. I've been crying nonstop lately. I don't sleep and I hardly eat anymore. I have no desire to do anything. I can't even read a book or stay content with the music I'm listening to. I can't hold on to anything I have. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS. No one listens anymore. No one gives any feedback. No one has any advice anymore. Any ( Read more... )

I feel safe and comfortable again ( Read more... )

this isn't a real update.

I just wanted to let everyone know I'm seeing my favorite band tonight. and hot damn am I excited.

I'm not a teenager anymore.

20 years old today.

I guess I have to start doing some responsible things now.

I hate my life right now.

I just spent plenty of time on Kylie's myspace.
I looked at all of her pictures and adored her.

I miss her.
I miss him.

It makes me scared to think that any day now could be my day.

I was scared for a minute today but now I'm okay ( Read more... )

I had the worst dream ( Read more... )