FUCK.

That's what I'm thinking.

Frustrated.

That's how I feel.

Final Exam.

Will make or break my acceptance into this damn school.

Focus.

That's what I need right now.

I'll compartmentalize the rest until post-final exam on Monday.

I just ask for positive thoughts, prayers, and smiles.

time to study...

So i have an exam tomorrow, and I started waking up at 6 today so I could study early. but I told myself to be downstairs n studying by 7:30. It's only 7:26...so I have a minute to write ( Read more... )

So my 2nd exam is tomorrow. I'm not quite feeling ready, but I will be. I just need a 10 minute break. lol. I spent my morning doing random things, so I didn't actually start studying until 4, but I spent the last 3 1/2 hours looking over Cell Bio. My hand hurts, and my head feels full. So I decided to leave B&N a bit earlier than planned and head ( Read more... )

It's days like today that seem to put things into perspective. It was 4 months ago today that I lost my lil boy Baxter. Oh I miss him so much. His smile, his bark, his lil growls when I hugged him (he loved my hugs lol). He was so soft, and so warm. And his presence just made everyone so happy. I could go on and on about all the wonderful things ( Read more... )

I realized I haven't really updated much since I moved to Erie. Hmm, lets see. I have basically been going to class, studying, and watching TV. lol. My first week here I was good at working out, but this past week, not so much. That will change though, I've made some goals and things. lol ( Read more... )

So I logged into check my email. And I received an email at 2:48 PM and I look at my time, it was only 2:47 PM. dun dun dun. lol ( Read more... )

I feel like this is a new begining for me. This year has been filled with lots of uncertainty and sadness for me, but at the same time I've had some great things happen to me. I felt like this year would be a good year seeing as it's my golden year (turned 24 on the 24th). And it has brought me good things. Sure, I did lose the love of my life, but ( Read more... )

So I'm in Erie. Boy has it been one busy, crazy week. lol. I don't want to start out my Erie life in the negative, so I'll start with all the good things that happened ( Read more... )

So I just found $77 cleaning out my backpack. Haha. I knew I should've done that sooner. I mean, it's only been 6 months since I moved home. LoL. Oh well. At least I have it now. I do know it's from returning books, so at least it's not mystery money ( Read more... )

ohhhh how life changes. lol. So I had two weird flash backs today and one amazing moment ( Read more... )