I wish my car worked or that my parents would let me borrow one of theirs to drive to G.R. Seriously I'm a good driver and I think it'd be less stress on everyone if I drove myself. Shawna could always take the car back if I snuck on UTIOG's tour bus and traveled the country ( Read more... )

I wonder if any one at work gets sick of seeing my face. They don't ever act like it but you never know. Humans will be human at times. Then again, I've learned that most feelings are mutual, whatever the circumstance. I don't ever feel I get sick of anyone, irritated for a moment or so but then it passes ( Read more... )

submission.
escape. 
revive.

sounds better than good to me.

I'm going to learn piano and help animals, on top of writing.

Goodnight/morning/day

I'm sick of being used and trampled all over and taken for granted. I will not be around forever. That doesn't mean suck me dry, that simply means respect and appreciate me now. So I am easy going and laid back, I'm not dumb. You might think I take it and take it from people because I don't know any better. You are wrong. I take it to see how far ( Read more... )

I have milk and chocolate cake. It was for Brad's birthday but then I bought him a whole cake. We never ate it. He was really drunk by the time I got there. We always fight when we drink. Nothing big it's just that I must be a huge bitch when I'm drunk. I try not "Be right" all the time. It's just a lot of the time I believe I am and I'm not going ( Read more... )

I think it means I work too much, that when I actually have a few spare minutes I don't know what to do with the time. I could have worked tonight also. I was being begged to. Felt kind of bad. Not as bad as I felt when my customer had a stroke or something similiar. I know next time something like that happens I won't just freeze. I want to cry ( Read more... )

I'm a liar. I say I'm not afraid to tell anyone the truth but I avoid it until it drives me nuts. I'm not blunt anymore. I candy coat it all for others behalf. No I don't. Well not all the time. There is one thing on my mind. (Well there is never just one, but, one main thing.)

Tuesday nights at work are my favorite. It's lacking a few major cool ( Read more... )

Today someone tryed yelling at me for smoking a cigarette at work with out permission. "You can't just smoke when everyone is working". I thought: well, I just did. Here are my justifications 1. I work twice as hard as most the people there. 2. I rarely smoke unless it's on break 3. I've been there days and days straight, my level of irratibility ( Read more... )

Today was fun. Shawna and I went to mongo and then to the mall. I finally bought new shoes. I also got some yummy spray stuff and super great lotion. It smells amazing and it's suppose to put me in a happy mood. Yay.

After that I went to Brad's and we napped for 7 hours. Haha. I loved it. I love him.

I've been better at getting up earlier. It's ( Read more... )

I need escape.