Got Milk?
I have milk and chocolate cake. It was for Brad's birthday but then I bought him a whole cake. We never ate it. He was really drunk by the time I got there. We always fight when we drink. Nothing big it's just that I must be a huge bitch when I'm drunk. I try not "Be right" all the time. It's just a lot of the time I believe I am and I'm not going to sit back and let something think something that is wrong. Basicly I just like to talk more when I'm drunk and if conversation gets heavy Brad bails and use the same responses. This is when he's wasted. I guess it's my mistake for taking things seriously on alcohol.
Back to the cake... it's delicious. I don't care that it's 8 am. It's amazing. I feel well rested but there is no way I'm getting up this early on my only day off.
"I think your bruise was under stated cause you can't feel this anymore.
It's getting bluer and you can't keep faking that you don't feel this anymore."
Death Cab is probably the closest thing to my favorite band. If I had listened to them back when the Something About Airplanes album came out (98 I believe), I would have been saved from much pain, both physical and emotional. The next thing I buy for myself is two of their albums. Then I'll only have three left to buy. Haha. I bought three Army Of Me albums the other night for $25. I was seriously asleep when I did but I'm still glad.
Sometimes when I fall asleep at Brad's and come home and then go back to sleep in a bit I don't remember in between. I'm not drunk or anything just close to unconciousness. Oh how I love being unconcious. There are a few reasons sleep is my best friend. First of all I always am on top of my game in dreams. I guess what ever is going on is so slowed down I am prepared to handle it. Secondly money is of no concern and when it is, it is most likely a symbol for something else, like trust! And finally the third reason is that you can do ANYTHING you want and it happens right then. No waiting. No getting your hopes high.
I'm going to go do more of that unconcious thing now.