Hahahahaha. I love nightmares. Especially when they are real vivid. I hope it's based on truth than I can cross people out of life. No I don't. I'd rather be attacked by zombies with out weapons in my nghtmares than to witness infindelity. I know what thoughts have provoked such dreams. I no longer care ( Read more... )

One. List twenty things you want to say to/about people, but never will ( Read more... )

What am I doing here?  I've been deciding a lot of things lately ( Read more... )

"Faster kill fast as the pussycat, I can't stand to see you cry. You turn me on. " I can't sing but I can imitate artist's voices, from heroin junkies to christian rockers. It's close enough right? That is really all singing is. Birds are only imitating eachothers sound and they sing better than anything ( Read more... )

" Bat your eyes girl
Be other worldly
Count your blessings
Seduce a stranger"

-Warning by Incubus

Constant battle. If the oppourtunity were to ever arise, for any reason, I'd take the chance. I would hold a secret forever. I'd kind of like to have something to take to the grave. I hate a guilty concious but I sort of hate not having any secrets. It's ( Read more... )

I believe if the leaves can dance up until they are well on their way to (and even passed) their death bed, we should be able to also ( Read more... )

I hate the phrase or excuse rather, that goes like this, "I'm only human."  Today, however, I was very much so human. I usually float a long guiltless because I honestly have done my personal best. Today I yelled at my mom because we seriously have no food in the house ever. I usually don't mind, I rarely eat here, but I guess I had a slight ( Read more... )

I've never danced so hard in my life. Imagine 50-100 people all three feet off the ground in unison and backwards unison. We were flying. For real. I've been to shows and I've been rocked hard but the energy level at UTIOG last night was out the roof. Amazing. I feel like a new level of freedom has come over me. I can dance however I want, whenever ( Read more... )

I can't drink anymore. I wish I could just poke myself and be intoxicated. Heroin isn't my thing though. Today was my first  day off in two weeks. I went to three birthday partys. Yeah, wow. They were all very fun. I miss not seeing Nicole ever. I really want to hang out with her soon. If only I had more time in my life. lol. No wonder face to face ( Read more... )

Also, I always have a subject that has absolutely nothing to do with what I'm writing about. I usually fill it in last too. You would think then I would have known what I wrote and worked with it. Nope ( Read more... )