Reincarnate me as a penguin.
I believe if the leaves can dance up until they are well on their way to (and even passed) their death bed, we should be able to also.
I figured out why it is I don't like drinking anymore. It's 20% feeling good and 80% feeling terrible. Headache, nausia, over heating, drowsiness, paranoia of driving, never ending thirst, and the fact it feels like my brain is literally burning up. Yum. Really I think it is unfair that I get no intoxication as an outlet. I may have used and abused too many drugs in the past but I'm not the only one. I suppose I am just not mean to do anything.
I have one fear in life. Going insane. It is the only thing you can't deal with when it happens. Well you can deal with it but you wouldn't be aware of it. I feel that I am well on my way there. I pray I'm not because I do want kids one day and I don't want them to witness such an event. I think too much. I can read people like a book though and I can tell when someone thinks something I say is off beat. My reassurance is the fine line between genuis and insanity bit. Maybe when they walk away they think about it and realize I'm not dumb or crazy. I hope so.
New mission: Get heard, help out, save, feel accomplished.
I figured out why it is I don't like drinking anymore. It's 20% feeling good and 80% feeling terrible. Headache, nausia, over heating, drowsiness, paranoia of driving, never ending thirst, and the fact it feels like my brain is literally burning up. Yum. Really I think it is unfair that I get no intoxication as an outlet. I may have used and abused too many drugs in the past but I'm not the only one. I suppose I am just not mean to do anything.
I have one fear in life. Going insane. It is the only thing you can't deal with when it happens. Well you can deal with it but you wouldn't be aware of it. I feel that I am well on my way there. I pray I'm not because I do want kids one day and I don't want them to witness such an event. I think too much. I can read people like a book though and I can tell when someone thinks something I say is off beat. My reassurance is the fine line between genuis and insanity bit. Maybe when they walk away they think about it and realize I'm not dumb or crazy. I hope so.
New mission: Get heard, help out, save, feel accomplished.