Mar 01, 2007 00:38
What am I doing here? I've been deciding a lot of things lately.
1. I'm going to have a job where people don't assume I'm dumb but rather a career where I'm assumed to be intelligant. I am.
2. I can do anything I want. As long as I decide what it is I want to do. Vet? Journalist? Counciler? None of those even seem worthy enough. Not that I'm some one supre great but I'd like to do something super great. Save the world. For real.
3. I'm going to travel.
4. I won't stand for bullshit anymore. No fights. Just no existing of the shit that is bull.
Anyways I wish I would have offered a certain person a ride home today. I wish I would have went to the UTIOG after party. Even if it meant hitchhiking the 200 miles back home. I wish I could have sneaked on their bus and toured with them. Sold merchandise or something. I wish I would have chosen a certain some one to be with rather than Brad. I wish I would have been allowed to. I wish that some one existed still.
I daydream way too much. It's my personal vacation.
P.S.You'll never read this but for the imaginary record, I definitely would not have slapped you had you really tryed to give me back rub.