Army Of Me is an amazing band. Check them out.
I'm a liar. I say I'm not afraid to tell anyone the truth but I avoid it until it drives me nuts. I'm not blunt anymore. I candy coat it all for others behalf. No I don't. Well not all the time. There is one thing on my mind. (Well there is never just one, but, one main thing.)
Tuesday nights at work are my favorite. It's lacking a few major cool people but if I could have everyone I love from work, working together, it'd be super crowded.
Everytime my thoughts get too insane for me to handle I want to run from myself but instead I daydream of running from everyone else. Start fresh persay. Live my life the way I want. I do a decent job now but if I were to change too dramaticly I'd feel fake when I would be aiming for purity.
You can only hold others acounted for so much and when that runs out you are left to make decisions on your own. It may be time to take things back into my own hands.
I miss Justin and Ken. Not in a romantic way, but in an unexpected phone call that will put both people in a good mood way. There are reasons you think of people. I know this. I'm too timid, unconfident, and bad at sending the right signals to do anything about it half the time.
I've thought I had a problem with lust but I believe it is just my appreciation of good looks. Everyone seriously is beautiful to me. Like finding an ugly stone but when you run it under water it's amazing. (I play the part of the water, finding the good in everyone) Either way it's not illegal to announce eye candy. Not yet anyway.
I hate that bands change the way they sound thinking that is what people want. They become like everyone else, go with the majority of music preference when all their true fans are left thinking what the fuck? I've heard the new signles out by Modest Mouse and The All American Rejects, I appreciate the songs but it's not them. Why sound like all the new emerging bands that were most likely influenced by you? It makes nonsense. Two steps forward and one step back. Never good. Especially when it comes to music. Anyways, Army Of Me owns. Under the Influence show in 11 days. Shawna and I are going. I can't wait.