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its hard to say..
exactly how my life is right now because so many different things are going on in it. My exhausting internship & all the work that comes along w/ it, my sorority stuff, my future decisions, my boyfriend, family, friends and now my Uncle is in the hosptial on his deathbed. It could be any minute now...or a couple of days. We just don't know. I went ( Read more... ) -
school? whats that?
well, at least i dont have to take any classes this semester... but still!! the whole waking up early thing is gonna suck like no other. my internship starts next freaking week! i feel like im gonna have no life between that and kappa delta. yikes, reality sucks. i was just on vacation for a week and i did nothing and loved every minute of it. my ( Read more... ) -
God's got my back
i'm in love again.... it feels soooooo good, let me tell you. its been a year since i've had these feelings for someone and its great to finally be able to open my heart up to someone again. i really really like this boy; he's awesome. i feel like i want to give him my all & love him w/ all my heart because that's what i do best. of course, i am ( Read more... ) -
so over it...
actually, im really not. i guess i just like singing that song and telling myself that i am. or that im on my way to being over it. i wish i was. i really do ( Read more... ) -
random drive by
um so i was driving on pipkin and saw danny walking, reading a newspaper wearing the same old fucking clothes he's had forever. i looked in my mirror and saw him looking back so i guess he saw my car too. it brought back a lot of feelings and it sucked. half of me wanted to turn around, the other half said i def. should not so i listened to that ( Read more... ) -
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so i just wrote a shitload about my AMAZING ride along I had last night and it all got erased so i am def. not re-writing all of that. but basically, it was one of the best nights of my life. and perhaps i should forget teaching and become a cop. ;p -
it never ends...
i will live for the day when i stop meeting asshole boys and start meeting decent MEN -
a lil survey never hurt anyone....
Who are you 2007Whats GOOD!Wats Your real Name:Rachel Who are your Bestfriends:you know who you are!!! whats your Sign/Birthday?:Capricorn.. 1/16/85 Whats your new years resolution?:uh i'll get back to ya on that one... Did you fulfill the resolution last year?:if i could only remember what it was.. whats your favorite....Fav. Color:red Fav. Song ( Read more... ) -
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So I guess what the problem is that I can't let go of the thought of "him". I think its because I can't accept that he just straight up ditched me for some whore. I believe in my own little perfect world that deep down he knows he is making a huge mistake and that he really loves me. In my magical make believe world, he will realize it at his ( Read more... ) -
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Yeah... I don't even know what to say. Um boys still suck. I have had quite a few try to talk me, but of course they are the ones I am not really into or they are in a different stage in their lives OR they are only interested in 1 thing if ya know what I mean.It'll be 6 months in two weeks = half a freakin year already without "him". Tomorrow is ( Read more... )