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So I guess what the problem is that I can't let go of the thought of "him". I think its because I can't accept that he just straight up ditched me for some whore. I believe in my own little perfect world that deep down he knows he is making a huge mistake and that he really loves me. In my magical make believe world, he will realize it at his brother's wedding in a month and come running back to me confessing his undying love. Of course, this is what I WANT to happen. I should not want this, but I do. Also, this will most likely not happen seeing that they have been together for a lot longer than anyone expected. I was at a little party last night and a girl said something that made sense to me.. she said that she misses her boyfriend but she said she knows they are not meant to be together, but she misses the comfort of having someone there.
I found Danny's old best friend on facebook today and we talked a little. it is wierd how you find people and can connect again after so long. Thanksgiving is already gone and we are getting our Christmas tree tomorrow......how crazy is that? I feel like it was just summer yesterday. I am going to be 22 in like a month and a half!! I'm gettin so old, I wish i could stay 21 forever. :)
I found Danny's old best friend on facebook today and we talked a little. it is wierd how you find people and can connect again after so long. Thanksgiving is already gone and we are getting our Christmas tree tomorrow......how crazy is that? I feel like it was just summer yesterday. I am going to be 22 in like a month and a half!! I'm gettin so old, I wish i could stay 21 forever. :)