Boys suck at life. That is all.

I really wish I didn't though. It's been four months god dammit. I've met other guys since then but none compare, and it sucks. I just keep wondering if or when "he" will finally realize what a mess he made and try to get back w/ me or not. I don't know, maybe this girl is really the woman of his dreams who can give him everything he ever wanted ( Read more... )

So scratch my last entry. Danny and me are OVER. I do NOT need him or any boy to make me happy. I miss the boy I fell in love with, but not the boy he has become. And I don't mean man, I mean boy. I don't understand how a person can repeatedly hurt their significant other and not throw up at the sight of their reflection in the mirror. I guess like ( Read more... )

So my cruise to the Bahamas w/ Danny and his fam was absolutely amazing and I had a wonderful time. But now I am back here and Danny and I have started being on a break. It really really sucks. I didn't think it was going to be this hard. I cry all the time, I miss him so much, but I know that we really need this break. I need to date other guys to ( Read more... )

I. am. going. cRAZy.!!!!!! 2 more weeks till I'm done, I keep reminding myself.

WOW! I used to be able to update this thing on a regular basis! Now its like every month. Welllll guess what?? I have a little!! An amazing, HOT little, whom I can't wait to get to bond with! And tomorrow is Spring break!!! yay! I am going out 2morrow night, going to a wedding on Saturday and to a FREE concert on Sunday! Now I just have to pass my ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, its def. a new year, and guess who just turned 21?? Yep, that's me, lil Rachel. Unfortunately, my birthday was on an extremely busy Monday, but this weekend I am going out on the town. Danny is so freakin awesome and got me an IPod, its amazing. He is also taking me out to Gay Lord Palms this Sunday for a nice b-day dinner! I love this boy ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

Its sooo nice to be on break & have NOTHING to do!! I love it. Hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!!! Then guess who's gonna be 21????Oh yeah. On Jan. 1st, it'll be 16 days. Yess! See u in 2006.

I really feel like sometimes I do not measure up to everyone elses' standards and that people think I do not do enough in some aspects of my life. Maybe thats true, I don't know, but I really have good intentions in my heart and mind. Why are things so different for me compared to other people? But I don't think putting blame on others or making ( Read more... )