So I'm moving - Moving to somewhere new.
So this place is officially closed.
Goodbye sweet and bitter memories of raaaoooo
You've been here for, 2-3 years?
You've been there through everything.

But but but I want to start new.
Forget the past, looking forward to better and happier things in life.
Sayang sayang sangat. Maybe one day when I'm bored I'll re- ( Read more... )

29 november (:

excited, afraid, but I should be fine.

Hmm, any name suggestion for a new blog URL? Cos I'm bored with raaaoooo and I dont feel like writing happy public entries here anymore.

Other than that, work has been draining but its up to us to decide our own timeline. Um, 9 november coming soon and I havent start anything, 29 november (: ( Read more... )

Eid Mubarak to all Muslims and LJ-ers. Maaf Zahir Batin should any of my entries offend you in one way or the other.

I'm trying my best to put up a brave front infront of everyone. I'm trying.

Thank Him for always being there for me and insyAllah will lead me to the right path.

Subhanallah, tak pernah hati aku sakit macam nak mati. Tak pernah aku ( Read more... )

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Today was a very extremely terlalu penat day. It didnt help that I was feeling all giddy and was about to throw up, and the one hour break was spent on FaceBook and um, Friendster war. Let's not go into that but I finally feel like writing something publicly, atleast nothing too personal. Bah. GM came over yesterday til 1130pm to do Henna/Inai at ( Read more... )

Nobody knows how I feel inside. How deep is this wound. How heavy this heart is to wake up in the morning, only to realise

its gone.

And there's very little hope to get it back.

I choke everytime I think about it, I stay silent to avoid any unnecessary conversation, I've stopped eating my break fast meal, not even pre-dawn meal.

The only one to turn to ( Read more... )

This whole weekend was spent sleeping and sleeping to forget everything.

I should just try to move on, I'm not sure if I should wait.

To distract myself, I've been on facebook for the longest time.

Didnt help much though. Wonder when these tears will dry up.

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my ( Read more... )

I feel like burying myself under my pillow all day and never ever have to face the world or the people in this world

I really dont want to wake up and face this anymore.

I think my eyes will start to get puffy very very very soon. It's been filled with fluid since I ended work. And it doesnt show any signs of drying up.

This suck suck suck. Yes or No ( Read more... )