Wow...yeah I guess I'll do an entry. The semester is coming to an end and so much has gone on I'm not sure where to start. I'm not excited to go home and I'm not sure why...maybe because the holidays are somewhat hard or maybe because I've distanced myself so much from everything that its so unfamiliar to be home. On the other hand...I think I ( Read more... )

What does it take to be a bizzie ( Read more... )

Eh I've felt so displaced this weekend. I just haven't felt well at all. And everyone is gone so I've been couped up in the house. Work was eh ok. I had a really fun time after. John road out to N. Chittenango to drop off this girl I work with and as she was getting out of my car I saw her entire ass including her thong bc her pants slipped ( Read more... )

Yay! I love surveys!! I stole this bad boy from  Lyndzor  so ( Enjoy! )

I'm crying to much to type all I want to say right now....I'm sure I'll have alot more to say at the end of the day. It still hurts so much that he is gone. It is crazy to think that two years ago tonight as I was falling asleep with Tinesha and Abbey close by that I had absolutely no idea that that would be the last good night of sleep I would ( Read more... )

I can't even begin to sort out the knot of crazyness so I'll leave with this....

I'd appreciate it if things don't get started days before we won't see our friend for months. Aka...is it really worth saying shit and screwing up the couple days we have left over something that is pointless and not actually hurting anyone....I didnt think so.

Being a girl just hit an all time retarded high. AND it does not help when you live in Oneida because it seems that the guys here have yet to figure out that all of us girls like/date/whatever with the same guys and we figure things out. And considering I work at the focal point of young adult life aka Dennys...things become more obvious. There ( Read more... )

Oh dear, so I'm going crazy I can feel it through my fingertips. It sounds insane, I know. But its that exact instance when you realize that the spinning and freezing your life seemed have taken out suddenly stops and you have control again. Alright, I know, its philosophical and doesn't make sense but it does to me and this is my journal so ( Read more... )

So things are changing and I'm losing faith that its for the better. Situations are not what I'd like them to be and I see myself repelling from those people a little bit. I don't want to, and I know that it'll hurt them but I can't be in something not real and I don't like that he's not really like me. Thats the biggest line of mumbojumbo ever ( Read more... )

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