Since I haven't written in this in months...
Wow...yeah I guess I'll do an entry. The semester is coming to an end and so much has gone on I'm not sure where to start. I'm not excited to go home and I'm not sure why...maybe because the holidays are somewhat hard or maybe because I've distanced myself so much from everything that its so unfamiliar to be home. On the other hand...I think I need a break from here. Attatchment is your enemy I think and most definately I'm attatched to this school and everyone here. Another part of this not wanting to go home is that so much has happened since we all left this summer. The summer was undescribable and by far its not going to be anything like it when we come home. Tonight brought back alot too. Andrea and Zack were married today. It was seriously the most beautiful wedding I have ever seen. I still can't believe it though. I still remember the day she met him. I also got to spend time with Kory and Kyle who I haven't seen in forever. It was a bit ironic because they played "Hero", "Amazed", and "All My Life" so for a brief moment Kory, A and I thought back to our highschool days and highschool boyfriends and quickly forgot it all. Maybe it was all the memories or the Skyye Vodka and Cranberry cocktails I was having....but I kinda wish I could rewind time a bit. Once again, to my birthday party at Greenlakes. How much I would have done differently is not even measurable. Bouf laughed because I still have the pic of that party when everyone was doing something goofy and Richie and I are playing with the watergun. It sits behind my computer screen so everytime I look up I see it. We're all in so many different places now and our lives have grown so far apart. Richie and I talked at Thanksgiving about how much we love to tell stories from highschool. I don't miss the actual highschool part but just being with that original crew. So much could have been done to keep us together and I know its not good to dwell in the past but those times were great. Ok...this entry is done. Time for more mixed drinks...