So I find myself in a very strange place now… I felt like I was just starting to sink into a good groove and had a handle on things but now I see that is not the case. I feel something different now, and its as blatantly obvious as possible. I feel that I am not only expected but required by both myself and my peers to perform at a higher level ( Read more... )

Well... I think it finnally happened ( Read more... )

Never saw that comming, what an enjoyable twist to a chill evening.

Its the best things and people that you never see coming that really get cha :)

Warning: The following post may contain vulgar language, and when I say vulgar I mean all kinds of senseless swearing ( Read more... )

Yea... This was going to be a big long EMO post...

It was going to be sad, sulky, and perplexing...

But, then i realized that no one cares AND that i wont even want to read it in the morning. And if I don't really even care then no one else should.

So no EMO post tonight!! Ha!

Strange how when something really bad happens, the next day we are so quick to feel totally devestated and like trash...

But, when someone really good happens, the next day we can hardly believe it happened and almost brush it off like a dream...

Haha, wow, i need to do something about that system.

Had a good solo Haidong class today. I really do love going in on Saturdays and practicing at my own pace and maybe getting a few tips and some info from Sabomnim if he’s there. I’d really love it if there was an official Saturday class but I think I benefit more from the way things have been working out for the time being. My Gumdo has been ( Read more... )

I learned something today... I learned something that came at a great and painful cost, but maybe, just maybe, somehow it'll pay off in the long run... I know now that i was wrong, but if i didn't make the mistake and feel the unending backwash of pain then i might not have ever been sure if it was really wrong or not... Something had to change ( Read more... )

Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it, if it's worth saving me
-Nickleback

So I fixed the drivers side exterior door handle on the Eclipse today and it only took like 4 hours... So now for the first time in over a year and a half i can open my door without climbing through the car like a retard...

Boooyaaaa!

All of your door handles are belongs to me!