You are wasting away ( Read more... )

Reason, idea, thought
impulses
feelings contrived from you
Reaction, desperation, lost
translations we see through
Defensive, manifest
the anger of spirit and body
Empty shells
We become
Floating with the tide
Foam choking
Becoming the ocean
as another dies
This sea of life
trapped
forever
But I look on the outside

Fucking hell i hate these dreams!! of course I wake up completely shaking.. extremely cold and hardly breathing ... or at least its a struggle to do easily. But yea- hey at least i wasnt crying this time- extremely terrified but not crying.. not yet haha ( Read more... )

*note* the you mentioned in this entry is Staci Revers- i sent this email to her when this happened and i just copy pasted it.... btw this is a really old occurance and didnt happen recently i'm just logging it on my lj to remember it ( Read more... )