i feel so overwhelemd by the amount of school work that piled up over a matter of 3-4 weeks. school is getting busier than i can ever imagine with two additional commitments : my bsm to middle east next year, and china ocip trip to china this december. i haven't exactly blogged them down but God opened doors for me even as my interest faded away ( Read more... )

today, the first day of school, wasn't too good for me. i just reached home not long ago, feeling empty and disorganized ( Read more... )

ACTSpotential camp was splendid. because of family dinner, i left team popeye earlier. now, i feel quite sad to miss the camp's graduation. the camp activities were a less challenging than ftb but it bonded the team well (: pictures up on fb soon i guess. meanwhile, i am really frustrated with my (i) itchy throat. (ii) planning/bidding of courses ( Read more... )

been counting down & anticipating this day. but now, i can't believe school's out(!!!) and im not that, excited.

every night i pray i'll have you here someday
i'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might
so when i close my eyes you'll be right by my side
if i could only have one wish you'd be the girl i'd kiss
all my only dreams

and when i close my eyes you'll be right by my side
if i could have just one request, stay with me i confess
all my only dreams

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is in school on a sunday.
is hungry and brainfried from school.
ribcage has been vibrating from hunger since three.pm.
wants astons, fish and co and sakae now. now. now.
has nothing to eat, and is too tired to do anything, and i means anything.

xx

i glanced through my organizer and got a shock of my life yesterday evening. i just returned home, flopped myself on my bed and started crying ( Read more... )

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have you ever felt so angry you can't express you feel so suppressed and all you want to do is cry?
it's been a very very very long time that i've ever felt this angry - today.

i usually don't scream in public, i did. i dont like screaming on the phone, but i did. i've never gotten so angry that i wanted to cry, in public. i never felt this angry, i ( Read more... )