Life feels like it has finally started to begin! I am student teaching with only months before i get my very own teaching credential and (hopefully) classroom. I am moving out of my house into a situation that seems stable. I will have a yard and a kitchen of my own, with trees and fence and a garden. I will be living with a boy i love very much ( Read more... )

I've been roaming around always lookin down at all I see ( Read more... )

how the fuck do you get rid of the one thing that you really don't want to?

today, ladies and gentlemen, i received a BEAUTIFUL, motorcycle ( Read more... )

one more semester.

a business.

some hopes.

some dreams.

shit ain't half bad.

i have three papers to write, due tuesday, and i CANNOT find the motivation. it doesn't help that i have been sick and in bed for a week. i want to die. and sudafed does not work like my doctor said it would. argh.

so frustrated. oh well, guess i just gotta buck up and push out three decent papers. no problem right?

I am starting to think that I won't ever have real friends. the kind of friends who tell me everything and i tell everything too. who i hang out with everyday. i barely even talk to my best friend.

it is really starting to depress me.

humans create these barriers for themselves. the funny thing is that for some reason we create hurdles that are impossible to jump. i don't know why we do this. maybe so that in the 10 per cent chance we happen to jump those impossibly tall hurdles...with all the luck in the world on our side, both a rabbits foot and four-leaf clover hanging out of ( Read more... )

i was in sacto for a week and it was really good seeing everyone! new years was kinda boo boo, but whatever.

mat is awesome. and rulz. because he totally likes me. i wish he would make me some fooooood.

your live journal entries make me fall on the ground laughing.

you are so detached, and so hell bent on victimizing yourself. and i spent so much time trying to help you.

i should have seen all along that it was a waste of my time.

QUIT WHINING ABOUT EVERYTHING.