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Tonight was fun, hanging out with amber, jeff and daniel as always! I got a new job today, thanks to Jeff I <3 you!! I am going to be a hostess I am happy its so much better than answering phones at a pizza place. I start next Monday with my training! Its weird but I am excited, maybe I am weird! I really dont care! So I finally get to go to a ( Read more... )

Well I went out with Amber and Jeff agian tonight! I love hanging out with them although tonight was kind of depressing with all the things that have been going on! Its all so much to think about. I have so much on my mind I dont know where to start. I think that my life was meant to be hard and it is all going to make me stronger in the end so no ( Read more... )

Why is it that when you tell someone how you feel and you know what they are going to say about it, but when they actully say it, it hurts? I will get over it and things wont be weird but I guess there is always that little bit of hope inside of you that thinks you may be wronge and when you finally say it and they say what you knew was happening ( Read more... )

Tonght I was in the best mood I have been in in months, although the last couple of weeks were the worst months have been pretty shitty! Tonight I hung out with Amber and Jeff I had the best time! For some reason being around them just puts me in the best moods. I am just so happy to have people to hang out with. So I hope later this week we get ( Read more... )

Why does it hurt so much more when there is communication between us? I am always hurting inside and I miss her so much! I hadnt heard from her in a week and when I do I feel like my heart is being ripped out. I miis her so much!

I had a good day today, though as a couple times it was sad ( Read more... )

I know I've posted alot today but I am in a mood! I really miss Bethany alot today, it's like I cant stop thinking about her and I know that shes not thinking about me! She said she still wanted to be my best friend but she hasnt acted like it! Maybe its because its hard to talk to me right no, but I dont see why it would be hard for her, she ( Read more... )

Si I said if there was a good enough picture from easter I would post it! even though I think its a bad picture I will show you anyway!


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I hate dark and rainy days, they make me depressed so for the past two days I have been depressed, I dont know why! I think one problem is that I dont like being alone, Yesterday sucked untill steph got here and then I didnt feel alone anymore! I mean there are always people in the house but they dont pay any attention to me unless the need me or ( Read more... )