Tonight, what can I say?
Well I went out with Amber and Jeff agian tonight! I love hanging out with them although tonight was kind of depressing with all the things that have been going on! Its all so much to think about. I have so much on my mind I dont know where to start. I think that my life was meant to be hard and it is all going to make me stronger in the end so no one needs to worry about me I will take care of things on my own. I know it may be hard but I will deal with it! I really dont know what to say right now!