Its nice to have something different to focus on.



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began the new year with the two most amazing friends i could ask for.
have an amazing job
met a boy.
fell for boy.
learned what the term "gentlemen" meant
disaster with boy.
if you love quick you can fall quick
im with him in my dreams every night
enjoying school because i have the easiest teachers in all of nevada
realized who my true friends are
found out ( Read more... )

HOW CAN I NOT BE HAPPY
new cell phone. new lap top. american express card.
working hard for a few hours and playing hard the rest of the day.
working with a good friend.
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im gonna get use to this really quick

i got him out of my life. 
finally for me.
he will never be completely out of my life.
he will always be in my heart.
he will always be my first love.
he will always have my heart.
and im sure it will always hurt.
cuz damn it does
but i finally realized how important it is to put my life in front of his.
its already made me stronger.
i have no regrets.
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im in my own mind more then ever lately.
and i love it.
but i still cant tackle nearly as much as i can wish for.
school is meant for learning, do grades really mean that much?
yes, for the future.
but right now im in class to expand my knowledge.
I guess i could do both at the same time.
not enough catch up time
there never is enough time in life
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so im pretty sure this is the first thanksgiving that I actually have sat and thought about what I am thankful for.

im thankful i am more content with my life now then i have ever been ( Read more... )

Amazing. today was a good day. its really starting to feel like fall and i can not wait. I woke up early today to study for midterms, instead i watched two hours of flava flav and played on myspace a bit too long.
Im proud of myself. This years days of trying to study and not feeling like im getting anything done are just on track. I was expecting ( Read more... )

Ive never been forced to challenge my mind and the way I think so much.

and i love it.

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