so
i got him out of my life.
finally for me.
he will never be completely out of my life.
he will always be in my heart.
he will always be my first love.
he will always have my heart.
and im sure it will always hurt.
cuz damn it does
but i finally realized how important it is to put my life in front of his.
its already made me stronger.
i have no regrets.
maybe we will work out someday.
but now,
i have also been shown how a boy is suppose to treat me
and its the best feeling in the world
i dont want to say you were ever bad to me,
cuz you were not.
i was bad to myself.
new beginnings are amazing.