Please turn that fuckin' radio off.

[prtypnkbtrfly]

Is it possible to love and hate someone at the same time? I mean, okay, Kristina. I care abot her more that I've probably ever told her, and I guess it's because I'm afraid (and almost positive that) she doesn't care about me as much, and I've backed out of telling her how much she means to me so many times just because I'm afraid of being told

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[chewilicious]

You probably won't want to hear this, but I'm going to go for brutal honesty right now and say it's past time for you to give up on her. You can't just keep going after her when she keeps having these immature spats and getting mad at you for no reason. She just likes to be mad at people, and you need to stop taking it and move on. She's not the girl for you. Find someone IRL, it would be healthier and more fulfilling than an online relationship. Besides, I don't think she even wants an online relationship herself. Go for a girl who's at least grown up maturity-wise, and stop deluding yourself into thinking that another relationship with her could work. The ideal Kristina you miss is either gone or never really existed.

[summerblack]

don't forget to breathe.

[leniadi]

If you actually -read- your entry there, you've made a lot of good points on why you shouldn't be with her.

"I'm afraid (and almost positive that) she doesn't care about me as much"

"it doesn't matter what I do, I seem to piss her off"

"she shuns me for three days and gets mad when i leave for five minutes"

"i think that im an idiot for not giving up."

Listen to yourself!!! It's time to let her go. *hugs*