eye'm trying to remember what it feels like to have someone touch my face and mean it, and i wonder if that's ok. and then i wonder if eye'm ok.

tomorrow afternoon i will find out if(which it should) it's been financed.

it: the 2003 honda civic sitting outside of my house.

even if i forgot, pushed aside, hid, not thought about,...it would all still be buried underneathe. you can't build a house on a cliff ( Read more... )

( on a friend )

my car: it's the carburator, and they won't fix it because it's too much work :(

it's not turning off at least. i just have to worry about it catching on fire now :|

( lj cut safety control modulator )

"it is often the most deserving people who cannot help loving those who destroy them."
- herman hesse.

nevermind that we're not touching now

because our shadows are holding hands
in the dark behind our backs.
- nevermind, denver gutson.

can memories hurt? then these hurt. i feel at moments as if i'm in an ongoing dream of sickness and grief, yearning to wake up into a new day.
- lydia cassatt reading the morning paper, harriet scott chessman.

how can i let you touch me again ( Read more... )

the forest is hushed
with still fallen snow,
as the moon casts light
on the earth below.

( rest of it )