I realized that this page has turned into nothing but a sorry sob-fest that I never intended it to be.  Life's goals become twisted, and distorted, sometimes.  Things can push you off the right track.

So I'm doing an overhaul, and taking a new name to go with it.  So behold, because when you see my new journal, you'll think that I've gone_nukin_futz .

So long, ( Read more... )

Well, everyone. I'm back.

-Eric D.

I had another lucid dream last night ( Read more... )

( I probably shouldn't have posted this.  You probably shouldn't read it. )

Which is kind of weird considering that you know your family has preconceptions about what type of person they think you are. So if she's going to read it here, then I might as well be out with it beforehand ( Read more... )

Wow, the ost I had written originally here was really fucking offensive.

-Eric D.

Why can't I just work this out?

Today I got a phone message from my mother that she was back in Phoenix from New York. Standard message, I'm safely home, blah blah blah, Laurel will send you her phone blah blah, love you, blah, bye. Press 5, message/moment/memory deleted ( Read more... )

Man oh man oh man ( Read more... )

Today will go down in my personal history as the day I had the longest, most insane lucid dream ever.

-Eric D.