Oh man.
Man oh man oh man.
For some reason, it feels as if I've done almost nothing in the past few weeks. But I know this isn't true.
Right now, and for the past several weeks, I've felt as if I'm just drifting around; around and around and around with no real PURPOSE. I wake up, go to class, read, go to work, finish work, get home, relax for a bit, do my homework, and go to sleep. Where's the human interaction? Studies show that people who are lonely die earlier. That's not going to be me, is it? God I hope not.
I went out on a picnic last night with June. It was fun. We went to Papago Park and sat in Hole in the Rock and had our picnic, and it would have been fantastic if there hadn't been sweaty hikers and married couples with their children standing around and preening about how awesome our idea was. Very distracting. Tonight I'm going over to her place with my copy of Jesus Christ Vampire Hunter. We'll see how things go.
My search into self-awareness and by boosting of self-esteem has really hit some core values of mine, and I had it explained very well to me by one of my coworkers who I had told about my all-nighter experience. Time management. I actually whole-heartedly agree with this man. I shouldn't be getting no sleep every single night of the week finishing labs that are due the following day. That's just poor time management skills, and is harmful to my health. No wonder I don't see people all day. I'm in too much of a haze to acknowledge them.
I feel like I'm vanishing.
-Eric D.
For some reason, it feels as if I've done almost nothing in the past few weeks. But I know this isn't true.
Right now, and for the past several weeks, I've felt as if I'm just drifting around; around and around and around with no real PURPOSE. I wake up, go to class, read, go to work, finish work, get home, relax for a bit, do my homework, and go to sleep. Where's the human interaction? Studies show that people who are lonely die earlier. That's not going to be me, is it? God I hope not.
I went out on a picnic last night with June. It was fun. We went to Papago Park and sat in Hole in the Rock and had our picnic, and it would have been fantastic if there hadn't been sweaty hikers and married couples with their children standing around and preening about how awesome our idea was. Very distracting. Tonight I'm going over to her place with my copy of Jesus Christ Vampire Hunter. We'll see how things go.
My search into self-awareness and by boosting of self-esteem has really hit some core values of mine, and I had it explained very well to me by one of my coworkers who I had told about my all-nighter experience. Time management. I actually whole-heartedly agree with this man. I shouldn't be getting no sleep every single night of the week finishing labs that are due the following day. That's just poor time management skills, and is harmful to my health. No wonder I don't see people all day. I'm in too much of a haze to acknowledge them.
I feel like I'm vanishing.
-Eric D.