I'm done
I realized that this page has turned into nothing but a sorry sob-fest that I never intended it to be. Life's goals become twisted, and distorted, sometimes. Things can push you off the right track.
So I'm doing an overhaul, and taking a new name to go with it. So behold, because when you see my new journal, you'll think that I've gone_nukin_futz .
So long, producedpt. You were dearer to me than I shall like to admit. And I did not reciprocate.
Eric D.