I think I used up my last cry. I don't feel like crying over anything. People are jsut a waste of time. If you live your life worrying about other people then you start to loose yourself. In the end all you have is really you.

I don't know. I think too much when I'm alone. I believe that's why I do so many things all the time or do the things I do. I get sick of things increasingly faster all the time. IT's almost sickening ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say to alot of people. Almost to everyone I feel inferior and I never feel good about myself. My poor self image might be the reason why I have trouble with so many things in my life. I don't think that my love for people is enough to sustain my own body. I really just want to vomit out my insides everytime I find myself eating ( Read more... )

Well thsi might be quite the long entry. On July 2nd I saw Cree again, and I met this one kid Alex. Now for the time being, he has been one of the most important things in my life. We were lovers of sorts, and in only three months of knwoing him, he is the only other person ( Besides Dana and Kaitlyn of course!) that I would fully die for. He's ( Read more... )

Well this Entry will be for my small writing projects. Recently I have been in a weird writing mood, only scribbling down, sort of advice, or explinations for alot of questions. This, to me, is very satisfying but they are still not stories. The current story I am working on is sort of modeled after Pretty Woman, but with a male lead, and a much ( Read more... )

For those who still look at mmy journal every once and a while here is an update. I have a new crush, I'm going to see rent in exactly one month and I'm doing my second production for huron. Its nothing big anyways so yeah...... Chase if you get a chance to read this at all comment. I'd like to talk to you sometime.

I hate BUCKLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't ever shop there!!!!!!! They are just really stupid in how they hire and I will never ever go into that store ever again. FUCK BUCKLE ( Read more... )

Yes I am emo and I can admit that because I am depressed. I can't bare to look at him anymore knowing that I cant have him. I just can't stand having a class with him though I like it. I want him so badly you dont even know. If you read this, you know who you are. I apologize if i'm being a bit crazy but you have to stop being so nice.

Well hello everyone. This is written very very late and well this is the only time that I can really write. I want a band. I REALLY REALLY want a band so fucking bad you don't even know. There are no serious musicians that arn't in bands, and it really bugs the fuck out of me. IF THERE IS ANYONE THAT IS INTERESTED IN BEING IN A BAND TELL ME RIGHT ( Read more... )

Joselyn walked down the dark alleyway hoping nothing she ( Read more... )