Whenever I'm bummed, I watch American Beauty, cuz it reminds me everything is beautiful. But even that movie, dancing unicorns & rainbows could not make me think anything is more than shit.
I sincerely wish I wasn't home for my family's return last night.

+ A woman showed me where her finger got cut in half the night before, then left me an 8 dollar tip.
+ I cuddled with a sweet, handsome gentleman
+Roy made me a delicious batch of baked spinach
+ I realized Fozzie Bear from The Muppets has the same humor as Stella (SO not funny, it's funny)
+ I'm making decent money.
Life has been sweet this past week.
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I don't even think it's a "coming-of-age" thing, it's just one of those silly things that constantly occurs and you are not aware of it until a certain point. I remember when my parents were talking about my great aunt and uncle loved each other, but had their own boyfriend and girlfriend on the side (who are also happily married) and they both ( Read more... )

Im 21 years old, I should be over chronicling my feelings via the internet, but hey. Give me a break...of that kit kat bar.
My 2 weeks in Brooklyn was wonderful, I almost wish it didn't happen, because now I'm even more heartbroken that I'm not there. Ofcourse it kicked my ass with a court summons and 3 parking tickets, but me and Brooklyn were ( Read more... )

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Whenever I get butterflies (which is RARE), I think of Michael Showalter in Wet Hot saying, "This feels SO good" to Janeane Garofalo.
And then I can't help but feel like an idiot.
PS- Im up to Medium level FINALLY on Guitar Hero II.

Im going to be in Buffalo for literally 3 days. I want to see Jenny, Missy, Gene, Michael Pitkin, Marshall & Sean Kader.
Im OBVIOUSLY going to be kickin it with the Casion family, Jena, Nora & Cait the entire excursion. But I need crucial hang bro down time with those loverly listed people.
Make it happen, late May. I miss you all.

Family is the number one most important thing in my life.

I only truely respect & fear the opinions of my blood (& Mrs.Parks).

And I am seriously sick & tired of letting people financially rape my family.
Seriously, they are comfortable. Im not going to lie. But that doesn't mean they aren't up to their fucking ears in debt. Between house ( Read more... )

I seem to be encountering gentlemen callers one of two ways:

1. They dig me, but because of my mixed signals, lack of intimacy & horrible communication skills..they hate that they dig me, therefore take it out on me (completely understandable, but still sucks).

2. They're just not that into me.

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