Can't Help It
I seem to be encountering gentlemen callers one of two ways:
1. They dig me, but because of my mixed signals, lack of intimacy & horrible communication skills..they hate that they dig me, therefore take it out on me (completely understandable, but still sucks).
2. They're just not that into me.
I know it's like..MY FAULT & everything, but..fuck man. Can't I have a third option? A really cool one? Something really great that I don't know about?
On to more important topics..
Why I LOVE the Disney masterpiece Hercules!
It makes me weep. Not cry, but weep. Because the whole moral of the family-warped version of Greek legend is that life & love is more important than infamousy & power. He struggled his whole life to figure out where the fuck he belonged, on the way met a few cool cats that gave him a shove in the right direction & he finally regained godhood by proving himself a "real" hero. But the catch is, what proved him a real hero was doing something out of love (going into the depths of the underworld to save Megara) as opposed to an act that he thought would open the gates of Olympus for him. Thus him realizing..he didn't want to be a fuckin god. He would rather live a regular length life with Megara (& Philoctetes) than belong where his intentional "belonging" was...He gave up immortality for a broad & a satyr! That's awesome. It really makes me question shit. Like..if you were given the chance for immortality & power & fame, would there be ANYone in your life that would make you decide otherwise? Thats deep shit.
Now Im going to go return some videos.
1. They dig me, but because of my mixed signals, lack of intimacy & horrible communication skills..they hate that they dig me, therefore take it out on me (completely understandable, but still sucks).
2. They're just not that into me.
I know it's like..MY FAULT & everything, but..fuck man. Can't I have a third option? A really cool one? Something really great that I don't know about?
On to more important topics..
Why I LOVE the Disney masterpiece Hercules!
It makes me weep. Not cry, but weep. Because the whole moral of the family-warped version of Greek legend is that life & love is more important than infamousy & power. He struggled his whole life to figure out where the fuck he belonged, on the way met a few cool cats that gave him a shove in the right direction & he finally regained godhood by proving himself a "real" hero. But the catch is, what proved him a real hero was doing something out of love (going into the depths of the underworld to save Megara) as opposed to an act that he thought would open the gates of Olympus for him. Thus him realizing..he didn't want to be a fuckin god. He would rather live a regular length life with Megara (& Philoctetes) than belong where his intentional "belonging" was...He gave up immortality for a broad & a satyr! That's awesome. It really makes me question shit. Like..if you were given the chance for immortality & power & fame, would there be ANYone in your life that would make you decide otherwise? Thats deep shit.
Now Im going to go return some videos.