thank god for yoga or all of these emotions inside of me,, might just cause me to implode.....

i have this vision in my mind of how things should be..., yet i try and try and cant make it all work out. i cant paint my canvas to protray this idea ( Read more... )

As this huge lump moves from my throat to my stomach, i try to inhale re-assurance. Serenity is too far to reach from where im sitting. Absence...., such a strong emptiness. I know i have no reason to feel this feeling....or maybe i do...it seems im stuck in the space in between complete certainty and complete chaos.

fix me....

if life was one of those scales with two sides and i was standing on one side, with the weight of the world's trials and tribulations on the other side, i would definetaly have flew off the edge, ALONG time ago ( Read more... )

PINK TONIGHT, IN FOUR HOURS.....

::hits floor::

As i sit and drip with sweat in my office where the air condition is broken,, yet again....my mind drifts off to focus on words from someone non-other than my escape and release herself....P!nk (did i mention i will be seeing her in 6 days...woot woot)

"temporary happiness is like waiting for the knife, cause im always watching for someone to ( Read more... )

"ever carried the weight of another ( Read more... )

As the earth moves,, i question in which direction its turning. maybe the chaos is not the earth's moving at all, perhaps its in the belly of this beast. If you have paid any attention to this story, you will know that as the wind blows,, i have allowed it to carry me, here,, there,...everywhere. Am i so foolish as to have trusted this wind to ( Read more... )

early morning on a rainy monday and,...all looks new ( Read more... )

wow, it sure has been awhile since my words touched this page......i guess that could mean two things ( Read more... )