as i sit very still to avoid puking, i realize that its probably inevitable with the way the million thoughts in my head are jumping around and assisting in making me "woozy"....im not quite sure which thought is going to cause the end result,, at this point it could be any one of them, but someone's 'bound to win it ( Read more... )

I wont mistake you,, for problems with me....
i wont let,, the mood ruin this you'll see...
i wont take everything,, good,, ...and move it away....
i wont be left dancing alone, to songs from the past..... its funny to me how the smallest thing can remind you of how happy you could have been had you not been a complete jackass. the smallest ( Read more... )

it is said that a new year is supposed to give you a fresh start, a new beginning, an "au revoir" to the past, so long,, farewell to old bad habits, hellooooo lessons learned, let a new journey begin....ah, you get the picture....i guess im just hoping that the "people" who say this are not completely out of their minds...(much like i feel ( Read more... )

so,, my holiday did not turn out to be as bad as i had anticipated given the circumstances....
( fun part )

***so, post break-up,...ive been going to open mic/poetry night @ the lobby in st. pete on wed nights. it kicks ass...HARD! it inspires me, in many ways, but its helped me with my writing...its helped me see that there are lots of directions and ways to write, (other than what i was doing) ive never done the spoken word thing, mostly my thoughts ( Read more... )

i have everything and nothing to say,,...all at the same time.

the silence, in this very moment,, is so loud....

"All At Once ( Read more... )

welcome,, all hail the day where you can dress up and conceal yourself, put on a mask and become someone else to those around you..., unrecognizable. this has to be my favorite holiday ever~! today, its acceptable to disguise yourself to be perhaps, a scarier you, a sweeter you, an uninhibited you,, im starting to think that these "creations" we ( Read more... )

so, i think that sometimes life, the universe, buddha, goddess, whatever your into....it tests us. tests our ability to deal with the yummy trials and tribulations dangling in front of our insatiable hunger for complete fulfillment ( Read more... )

so....im sitting on the couch, all enlightened after finishing my book this afternoon in the park,, where the breeze blew every fear out of me. where the weather today inspired me, not only to do....but to be ( Read more... )