started working on a new pair of hair falls today. OMG they're awesome! not even complete, i had to try them on real quick to see what they look like so far... ::prances:: YAY ( Read more... )

fyi: i'm still alive.

sorry i haven't written in here so long. majority of my time writing these days has went toward college homework. also, i've purposely been trying to get away from the computer lately. finding a significant other has definitely helped with that, but i also find myself in a new mind set with some of my art and i really want to ( Read more... )

Boyfriend took me out to Milwaukee this weekend. Insisting that he would pay for everything, and treating me like a lady - he rented a king size hotel room.. when we first walked in, my jaw literally dropped. Hot tub, wide screen tv, overly large and comfortable bed. I'm not used to someone going out of their way for me. After a serious "what the ( Read more... )

as i've learned one too many times before, things are not what they seem.

fvck. shit. damn. piss. hell. son ov a bitch. die. >

It feels like my tummy is tickling! ;P

Gently the petals open up it's heart to the light.
And the eye aware of something so new..
A tear of strength after each numbing hit.
Tough it out and you'll feel something pure and true.

i've made a decision, a new direction.. one that's finally going to get me started and will help me go somewhere in my life. after growing up the "military brat" lifestyle because my father was in the air force, i've got to see many places and meet many people. but sometime in the not so near future, i do plan to return to start.. born there, and ( Read more... )

i have nothing to proove to anyone.. yet that's just the thing. it seems there are some of us that bring the competition into the light, expecting that we proove ourselves. this makes me laugh. this makes me frustrated. but in the end, i realize it's all a form of survival just to get by day by day ( Read more... )

My mom just called me up to inform me her new boyfriend gave her an engagement ring. Which, well.. I just gave the "oh. that's nice." response and of course she gets all upset with me ( Read more... )

eh.. i've been feeling this super crazy. empty. hollow. hurt feeling. yet, i still remain with this confident smile on my face. wtf?! i suprise myself sometimes just how i'm capable of remaining strong.

p.s. oh, i like this song. APB LOVES YOU!

Apoptygma Berzerk ( Read more... )