"your dream world is a very scary place"
fyi: i'm still alive.
sorry i haven't written in here so long. majority of my time writing these days has went toward college homework. also, i've purposely been trying to get away from the computer lately. finding a significant other has definitely helped with that, but i also find myself in a new mind set with some of my art and i really want to focus on it and go somewhere. i've got some new skills that are improving! the drawing course UW Sheb Sheb seems alright so far. i feel my writing is improving as well. with the semester nearly over, i'm excited for the next - new classes! yay!
my hair is pretty. i sTrEaKED iT aLL bY mY SeLf. it's purple, orange, magenta, lil' bit of black, and some of my original blonde all the way around. tis sweet. i've stuck with the blonde for so long, i needed a little change.
i'm modeling for the art museum here. i get to wear my new rocks.. and a lacey purple corset top and skirt. the theme is leather and lace. i'm giving it a shot to see what it's like.
i'm not with 7 State Killing Spree anymore. buuut, i'm dating the other vocalist. lou, i'll have to say he was a good decision hooking up with. i find myself learning a lot from him, and just the overall idea of being in a relationship again. i feel a nice resilient growth on something i had thought i'd never feel again. yeah... we both like monkeys! aaand, he's been a good influence on me. nope, we're not a lame alcoholic couple.. we create and go out and do things. like making real monster masks - like, molding out of latex and air brush painting.. way! though, while sharing this connection with another human being - it really leaves me in plenty of questions. moreso about how i feel. i try not to question too much. i feel happy. things went wrong too many times before in my past relationships. i've learned alot. and i can't find a reason to even allow myself to watch the two of us go wrong.
amp mountain dew, pixy stix, and chupa chup lollie lops... they won't keep away. <3
i go now. ok? till i write again ~
sorry i haven't written in here so long. majority of my time writing these days has went toward college homework. also, i've purposely been trying to get away from the computer lately. finding a significant other has definitely helped with that, but i also find myself in a new mind set with some of my art and i really want to focus on it and go somewhere. i've got some new skills that are improving! the drawing course UW Sheb Sheb seems alright so far. i feel my writing is improving as well. with the semester nearly over, i'm excited for the next - new classes! yay!
my hair is pretty. i sTrEaKED iT aLL bY mY SeLf. it's purple, orange, magenta, lil' bit of black, and some of my original blonde all the way around. tis sweet. i've stuck with the blonde for so long, i needed a little change.
i'm modeling for the art museum here. i get to wear my new rocks.. and a lacey purple corset top and skirt. the theme is leather and lace. i'm giving it a shot to see what it's like.
i'm not with 7 State Killing Spree anymore. buuut, i'm dating the other vocalist. lou, i'll have to say he was a good decision hooking up with. i find myself learning a lot from him, and just the overall idea of being in a relationship again. i feel a nice resilient growth on something i had thought i'd never feel again. yeah... we both like monkeys! aaand, he's been a good influence on me. nope, we're not a lame alcoholic couple.. we create and go out and do things. like making real monster masks - like, molding out of latex and air brush painting.. way! though, while sharing this connection with another human being - it really leaves me in plenty of questions. moreso about how i feel. i try not to question too much. i feel happy. things went wrong too many times before in my past relationships. i've learned alot. and i can't find a reason to even allow myself to watch the two of us go wrong.
amp mountain dew, pixy stix, and chupa chup lollie lops... they won't keep away. <3
i go now. ok? till i write again ~