May 15, 2006 15:40
i've made a decision, a new direction.. one that's finally going to get me started and will help me go somewhere in my life. after growing up the "military brat" lifestyle because my father was in the air force, i've got to see many places and meet many people. but sometime in the not so near future, i do plan to return to start.. born there, and lived there once before during my middle school years.. i plan to make something epic out of things by moving back to michigan and start attending college. i still don't know where my true "home" is. could be everywhere for all i know.. and i do plan on traveling once it becomes a bit more realistic for me. time being however, this move feels right. this won't take affect untill about late july, early august.. but some inner voice is telling me to go for it, not to worry what anyone will think, and have faith in it all. and it just might bring some good. and what do i have to loose, not much. and to whom i do hold some value with, my friends, if it is what i think it is.. we'll keep contact..and i feel a promise our futures will have visits from one another just all within time. there are priorities that ought to be made. and then maybe some potential will pull through. i plan to get to know my family, and reconnect with old childhood friends.. people i know i know i'll have support from which will help me reach my goals. i'll also be re:exposed to the environment, and in a new one, finally, after living in wisconsin for what's now going on six years. a new chapter.. the new real thing is starting now. and whatever it may be, who knows... we'll all reach it's conclusion someday. the plans are made, but now it's summer. so now all i have to do is just chill, wait and smile. ( 8