SO...this is it.
I'm not writing here anymore, or coming to this site anymore. I can't keep coming here and getting my heart broken by little remarks made oh-so-casually with the hope of hurting me indirectly.

Ever feel like the bad guy all the time ( Read more... )

Look, I'm here, alright? Barely, but I am. I'm not hanging in there too well, but come monday at 2:15 everything will become much clearer I think. I dunno. I hope so. I need some peace from all this worrying and wondering and crying. So any praying types out there, please do your thing.

Umm...one week six days for me, one week five days for him. Just crazy ( Read more... )

Yep. It's raining. It's kinda a nice change, though it's super cold, and the rain just intensifies that ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm pretty happy today. All giggly ( Read more... )

So...today I'm very annoyed and very discontent and very...I don't know...pleased? Man, I know already this journal isn't going to make much sense ( Read more... )

Okay, so my birthday has passed and I'm officially 22 years old. I'd say the party was a success all in all...though I did end up with a big gash next to my right eye from a grueling game of twister. Yep, and it stings ( Read more... )

So, I guess it's my turn to start writing, for two specific reasons. 1) I'm slack about emailing people. I get online and write to jonathan, and then find some reason why I must get offline that instant before sending love to all of my other friends out there. This leads to a lot of well deserved hate mail. 2) I want to be cool. And since Murray ( Read more... )