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last night, I had a dream where, during part of it, I was looking up at the night sky and there was a huge cluster of stars- like I saw the little dipper but there were clusters and tons of stars around it- more stars than there would or could ever be in real life. I also dreamed about bringing one of my friends somewhere (female, can't remember ( Read more... ) -
today
My rents are going to dinner. Jen is coming at 9. I have hw to do and this is like the one night i actually have the mental energy to do it grrrrrrrr ( Read more... ) -
trapped in bad poetry
I don't deserve everything I thought I did ( Read more... ) -
One fish two fish red fish blue fish no fish
So I lost another one of my guppies today. Another male. He was a very pretty navy blue color with yellow. The other fish are not doing well either. They have worms which I have bee treating them for and bought several expensive medications in order to do so- obviously advised by the fish store. I'm pissed! I put so much work into this tank just to ( Read more... ) -
You don't know how it feels...
...to be ME ( Read more... ) -
I don't want to see tomorrow.
So I thought I would journal this; this meaning my feelings, now. Because, I have nobody else to go to, nobody cares. I mean does anybody even really care? Probably not. I feel suicidal right now, like I don't feel the urge to end my life but I feel like this isn't my life. Like I want to run away from my house for the night and go stay somewhere ( Read more... ) -
this is my now...
Ok so today I get to wake up, feed the fish, feed the cat, let the dog out, then drag him up the hill to get him in, feel guilty for dragging him, now I'm writing about it. Like I've been awake for hours. I can't get anything done this is the first time I've gotten to sit down today. I'm too busy doing things for everybody/thing else! Next, I get ( Read more... ) -
Fishnews
So, one of my fish, Tara (they're all named after Buffy characters), my big gray female guppy with a yellow and blue tail (shes seriously like 3 inches long...huge) gave birth to over 20 fry today! I don't know how many fry I have, but it's a lot. and they are in a 3g tank. I have like 60 fry at least! which is exciting because they are cute and it ( Read more... ) -
so many fish
due to my recent fish hobby (more specifically fancy guppies), I now have over 50 fish! I have about 30 fry (babies) and 24 adults. Anyone want some free guppies? (the babies will be all growed up in a few months)! They are so cute! -
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