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last post. real tears!
So, I decided to get a more mature, or if you will, less pots-y username. I actually made it like a year ago. But now I like it. So everyone, please add it, as it will now be friends-only so I don't have to fear the world knowing all my secrets!!! YIKES
hellooosunshine
see you all on the other side...
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the best way to have your heart broken is to care.
I don't like being ignored. Especially when I know it's because you're in a bad place, and this is the time when you most need to be talking. This is the part when I want to say oh well, I don't care. This is the part where I trust God and it hurts a little. I love you. Possibly more than before you pretended we never knew each other. -
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At work, I pick up the heads of the dead spiny fish that wash up on shore. The children in the water often scream when they see a dead fish floating nearby, but as for me, emotionally, I am completely over it ( Read more... ) -
If God Were An Emo Kid
He'd only wear black skinny jeans and tight shirts ( Read more... ) -
things I do too much
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really something!
1. The sermons have been on suffering, which especially in the past week have been relevant. I've been realizing my limits as far as social engagements and time commitments go and now I'm cutting back. It's nice to do.
Moreso I've been dealing with my extensive daddy issues, which I am now convinced most people have due to less than awesome fathers ( Read more... ) -
If I had written yesterday, this would have been an emo post about a boy
I have been a little bit psycho paranoid this week about various social situations. I've found that anxiety is like an addictive drug. If I'm not worried about this person thinking this bad stuff about me, I'm worried that people think I'm dating this other person. It's ridiculous. It's because I'm not seeing myself as a servant of Christ and a ( Read more... ) -
God swallows death
By Jesus's grace, I will be the sister and daughter and friend he wants me to be.
God's done so much in just the past year, when I "decided" that I needed to learn to love my family first before I could have a romance.
And behind my back, he's been working on it for me :)
God has shown me what a wonderful blessing my mother is.
My father still isn't ( Read more... ) -
Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night....
I have so many classes to take.
I may end up graduating in two more years... on original schedule. But I'm not going to stress out about the school kicking me out. I can trust God with this, which is nice :) Haha.
But there's so many amazing classes... I hope I can fit them all in. I'm not going to worry about it. :)
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fountain of every blessing
When I stop making an effort to be filled with Jesus's love and spirit... I start feeling meaningless, because the things I'm brimming with are completely self-centered and will only bring dissatisfaction. So I'm going to Jesus today ( Read more... )