There is this way he gets, holding back 6 glasses of gins and tonics. Belching past the nausea and shooting out words quicker than Suleman's babies. Making me feel like the asshole. Confused and high, sucking in balloon air filled by a whip cream containers. 15 seconds, 15 seconds, "I'll be back to normal." Vacantly examining just how far past ( Read more... )

This weather leaves New York like a ghost town. I can't stand it- but I'm part of the problem, hidden away in my bedroom.

I like to think that this New Year will ring in a healthy lifestyle change, but thanks to Christmas I'll be spending my days playing on my new mac and playing wii. hmm maybe i'll use a paycheck to buy wii fit. Ehh, I'll never use it. So tired from all my Christmas adventures. Feels good to be back in Brooklyn, with new sheets.

Sitting outside apartment 4 floor 4 801 Driggs Ave. waiting for keys and holiday spirit. Feeling a pit grow inside of me with every Christmas movie and thought of being stuck at a table with my family. I’ll swallow 10 glasses of expensive, wine sneak some extra mozz, and beg my brother to come outside with me for a quick smoke. As Rockland air ( Read more... )

Yo Yo Yo

Life is  OK.  Things have been better. Too much stress that it puts my body in self destruct mode.  I don't take care of myself it's , I'm not a mess just  a creeping reminder that I'm not 17  anymore. I'm  halfway done with school and that is horribly scary. I have no idea what I want to do with my life. Nothing really gets me too excited ( Read more... )

So in the spirit of being totally disgusted by Goose's livejournal entry it inspired me to write my own-not in the, "I'm going to shit on Goose's entry mentality ( Read more... )

Yo

I am thankful for

living in chinatown

rose fathers

Myabis

coffee

simply sleep

and

buffy

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Why was today so damn depressing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY OTHER HALF I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH! what would my life be if you weren't apart of it?


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