May 19, 2016 19:14
So in the spirit of being totally disgusted by Goose's livejournal entry it inspired me to write my own-not in the, "I'm going to shit on Goose's entry mentality."
I am done with sophomore year of college and that is just creepy. In the sense that I still stop myself sometimes and have - I am really in college moments - I pretty sure those moments will never go away. Like when I am old and hanging out with my "work friends" I'll have, "You did it kid-you made it-you are really a working citizen," moments.
I really cannot complain about my life this year. Looking over my last 10 entries or so I realized that I was a whiny little bitch last year. I couldn't come to terms with things, I couldn't accept the state that this school put me in, and I most of all couldn't manage myself. I was weak, insecure, and impressionable. Three things-I HATE- in people. This year was very much about growing up-more so than last. Living far away from school aka-having to hoard through gaggles of Chinese in Chinatown. I had to accept/embrace independence and the beauty that come from spending days hardly talking to anyone-except in classes. This is something that I would never have been able to do last year. I couldn't even eat alone last year. But now I chill, you know with a slice of pizza. Just eating a slice of pizza with nothing but myself. And you know what? I'm pretty fucking awesome.
"I may not be much but I'm all I ever think about." -somebody
So onto the what's really new with my life. Things that often sounds like a brag sheet :cough: Goose.
I'll be in the city all summer- which means ALL summer. I can't imagine being at Barnes & Noble this summer. I am working at the same old job- the Law School Library- which sucks and I make $7.50 which is pretty horrible. On my off days I will working at Jossip.com-I get to write stuff so check it out!
I'm living in Union Square- with random people (a ex-Korean military man, a huge Bajan, and an alcoholic chef)- No this isn't a new pilot program for CW-this is my life- and it's far from perfect- but it's where I am - and I better make the best of it- before CW gives it the axe.