I'm sorry for being so fucked up.

I hate putting my life on hold. This is still life right? Life back in Rockland County, should not be considered life. Life is living in the city with people you love and you wake up every single day with a half grin and know that there are people living right next door who are waiting for you to walk in. I miss looking over at max in the bed next ( Read more... )

I hate the way things in my life become cyclic ( Read more... )

It used to make me laugh ( Read more... )

--NOW ( Read more... )

Last night I drank too much. The night before I did too. I puked all over the sidewalk. It felt nice to get sick. I was able to maintain my composure.

I ate some damn good cookies when I got back.

I ate them alone.

I consume more alcohol than rice

let me see your grillz

This City is what kills me, but also what keeps me alive.

Im tired of waiting

its hard to be soo broken.

I just need someone.

Someone to fix me.

This break I watched movies ( Read more... )