is depressing sometimes...not all the time...but sometimes it is and it hurts.

You would think that learning to keep my opinion to myself would be of the UTMOST of importance in my head, but as usual it isnt and I say something stupid and he gets insulted and I hate myself for being a careless bitch. What a day huh? And that was only just a 3 minute portion of it ( Read more... )

Laying in my bed, coiled up next to him, watching the fan spin over us, discussing the impossible possibilities of the world around us ( Read more... )

So I have decided that since i finally have my associates degree, i am going to just throw my name out there to see if i can't find a more, un-family controlled job. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE my job, on most days. But the stress, and the constant family drama that comes with working and running a family business, is starting to wear on me big time ( Read more... )

moving to forsyth county....have a house on the lake. the water levels have actually been on the rise with the insane rain we have been getting. We move out of our apartment this coming saturday...fun stuff right? I hate moving. So many boxes, so much packing and shuffling around. It starts to wear on you ( Read more... )

In hiding in my apartment, have been all day..want to stay here again for the next 24 hours and knowing i cant ( Read more... )

I cant post this on Myspace, like usually do. Because so many clients for the cattery read it or could read it ( Read more... )

So as most of you know, i maintain a fairly uneventful, boring, low key, mostly alone with my fiance' kind of life. But i am noticing, that back in the day i used to spend my time with a number of people, going from place to place and actually doing stuff. But in my old age i have taken to just coming home and spending every waking second with ( Read more... )

It is okay to let go a little, to stumble after only 2 shots of 99 Oranges and giggle hysterically at things that really are only the tiniest bit funny. To fall down the hall, only to be caught and held onto by the man you love and end up cradled in his arms for the next few hours, holding on to his every word and thinking quietly to yourself that ( Read more... )

So i am at work, waiting on the 3 litters of kittens to be born. Sometimes it feels like they are NEVER going to get here ( Read more... )