I never learn my lessons
You would think that learning to keep my opinion to myself would be of the UTMOST of importance in my head, but as usual it isnt and I say something stupid and he gets insulted and I hate myself for being a careless bitch. What a day huh? And that was only just a 3 minute portion of it.
In other news, I am back in the FB, doing the school thing still. I honestly don't know if i will ever finish school. I don't know if my life is going to mean anything ..i don't think i am going to do anything spectacular to make the world remember my name. I started a flower garden, its pretty cool. I feel old. I need a goal, a life ambition, i was going to write a novel but i think i suck at writing, so i am postponing that. I started a business with my friend, but now i think that is just a big bust or her and I are going to end up killing each other...different styles of existing. So i go to the fall back of school and corporate America. I want to run away. I am not engaged, but i am not not engaged, i am i don't even fucking know what i am or where i am fucking going. Does anyone ever really know where they are going?????????????????? I wish i could evaporate like water and end up in a different country. Maybe the aliens will come back and take me with them.
I read some of my old journals. I miss the old days, serious dose of Nostalgia. I miss how it used to be before we all grew up and got responsible and let life get in the way.
In other news, I am back in the FB, doing the school thing still. I honestly don't know if i will ever finish school. I don't know if my life is going to mean anything ..i don't think i am going to do anything spectacular to make the world remember my name. I started a flower garden, its pretty cool. I feel old. I need a goal, a life ambition, i was going to write a novel but i think i suck at writing, so i am postponing that. I started a business with my friend, but now i think that is just a big bust or her and I are going to end up killing each other...different styles of existing. So i go to the fall back of school and corporate America. I want to run away. I am not engaged, but i am not not engaged, i am i don't even fucking know what i am or where i am fucking going. Does anyone ever really know where they are going?????????????????? I wish i could evaporate like water and end up in a different country. Maybe the aliens will come back and take me with them.
I read some of my old journals. I miss the old days, serious dose of Nostalgia. I miss how it used to be before we all grew up and got responsible and let life get in the way.